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Amitié, Friendship

September 28, 2014



Another week has passed.
Again.
In a blink of an eye.


However,
“There are memories that time does not erase.”
― Cassandra Clare, City of Heavenly Fir





Emotionally I went through lots of ups and downs this week.
 
Cried twice.
One was when I heard my mum's voice through the phone after a stressful day having lectures.
Another was when I chat with my best buddy talking about how dreadfully I miss our old days. 


I have no idea why I cried.
The moment I heard their voice,
beads of tears just uncontrollably trickled down my cheeks.



“Memories warm you up from the inside. But they also tear you apart.”
― Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore 






Eventually, I had a chat with lots of my friends.
Zhangpei, Shilei, Shiyau, Tongyin, Jiangyu, Shengyuan, Shirong
and 
the Nott fellows.
Some of them were in China,
some in Singapore,
one in India,
and others were in the same school compound with me.
(A big thanks indeed to our high-technology.)



When we chat,
     we were laughing, giggling and chuckling almost till the end we hung up.
 
“When someone loves you, the way they talk about you is different. 
You feel safe and comfortable.”
― Jess C. Scott, The Intern 

Indeed.
 We wouldn't have to pay any attention for phony greetings.
The moment we spoke, 
we start to mock each other sarcastically.
Hahaha.



   But of course some our topics were sad and depressing,
  We tried our best consoling each other,
encouraging each other,
  and cheering up each other.
 
  Though we were far aparted,
    but knowing that all of us are going through the same obstacles together,
  everything seems bright again.



     “We are lonely, but we are not alone.” 





Overall,
My very first week at Nott seems negative.


“We are not broken, just bent.”



However, 
I did received lots of love since I came here.
And well,
some of my "first time" were dedicated to the moments I spent here too.
Haha.


Such as,
First time visiting the so-called biggest shopping center in kl - Mid Valley.
First time buying groceries with friends in Tesco.
First time cooking in our uni's kitchen.
First time finding simple meal cooked with love is the best.
First time swimming with my girlfriends.
First time chatting with all my dearests through Skype.
First time being so overjoyed to hear a voice that I really miss.
And
   First time realizing my life really can't leave out these familiar face and voice. 




“I would rather walk with a friend in the dark, than alone in the light.”
 ― Helen Keller






“In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life.
It goes on.” 
― Robert Frost







Yup, life goes on. :D




Le rêve, Dreams

September 20, 2014



 It has been the fifth day since I arrived at my next stop in life.
Time really flies.
Like an arrow.


“You may delay, but time will not.” ― Benjamin Franklin
 




This is a nice place.
A place where I am given freedom.
A place for me to learn how to survive from loneliness.
A place which empowers me to be strong.


A place where I am going to chase my dreams.




 
I want to read + travel + smile for the rest of my life.
My dream for a lifetime.


I want to be an environmental scientist dedicated to the great ocean.
My dream for the future.


I want to have a house on the beach, even just a little shack
somewhere so I can wake up, have coffee, 
look at dolphins,
 be quiet and breathe the air.

 My dream for eternal.



“I dream. Sometimes I think that's the only right thing to do.”
― Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart





“If you never chase your dreams, you'll never catch them.”


I'm chasing them now.
One day, I'm going to catch them.

I promised.





It's 2.43am past midnight at the moment.

Goodnight world, 
I'm going to chase my dreams now.